I have found lately that the more I trust God with things, I try to find something else to hold on to; I hate doing that. I move from worry about one issue to worry in another.
I forget who said it, but I like the idea of "loosening my grip on things so it doesn't hurt when God pulls it out of my hands"; its something I need to do.
Today when I was praying, I looked to the mountains, and God was in the mountains. I loved everything about it. I prayed with God looking majestically at me. It seemed easy to put my worry in the hands of someone bigger than those beautiful purple mountains. God comforted me and told me that as long as I followed Him, things would work out for the best. I believe Him.
I may not like His process, but I love the end result of His work.
God, I give everything to You. I don't want to hold on to pieces of my life, but instead, have you mold my life BACK into what I was created to be. Your child. I like being a child of Yours. I want to obey You. I want to love You. I want to love what You love, hate what You hate. Align my heart with Yours. Increase my faith. Help me to not worry and to be confident in You. Strengthen my relationships and give me the grace necessary to live an extraordinary and holy life. Deliver me from evil. I trust you can do these things, God.
I love you,
in Jesus' name, Amen.
Love,
-Josh
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